bitterness
friday used to be different
somehow it still is...
i had something to search for
and nothing left to lose...
i had ignorance
i had happiness
friends...
yet... somehow, they all disappear...
one by one... they all fade
who was that kid that used to have my back?!
who showed me the heights of my spirit?!
helped me realize my fate....?
he isnt the same kid i knew...
who didnt care-
like lost souls
i feel abandoned by those
who were there to support me
momentarily with wisdom...
only to stab themselves with the same vice.
it seldom makes sense,
and it never comes correct...
this loneliness is like a disease
it spreads throughout my body,
until i feel it in every pore of my self
contageous am i...
not to be touched...
this is not pain...
because i no longer suffer for their decisions
this will not be agony
and i will not pity them...
life is, without hesitation, the greatest story ever told,
this i believe...
wisdom is just discovering those words
yet... without knowing
i never would of ever discovered
that great light
i hid within...
this i forever will love him for
even if fate makes us
bitter-
mister e. of scrollz literature
mre@ereet.org