If I could only find a way to keep this dreary world at bay I'd crawl within myself and be content. For deep within's a harmony, the essence and the heart of me, but now the walls are cracked, my spirit's bent. And, oh... I wonder... As I sit, I just ponder... Searching for a way to ease my crumbling sanity. It seems that every single day this world just wants to chip away my heart, my very soul, it won't relent. I search in vain to find the key, but there's no way out that I can see, And so I'm caught up in this cruel descent. And oh... I wander Amid the gray clouds, the thunder... hoping for a way to save my shattered sanity. No matter what I do or say, my spirit seems to slip away into this raging pit of such torment. My days are filled with misery, the nightfall brings such agony so to this tragic fate I just consent. And oh... I wander through this life gone asunder... knowing there's no hope at all for my insanity. ~ LB